KarliKryptonite

There must be something wrong, to feel like this isn't normal. I shouldn't feel like this, I should feel happy right ? I've slowly stopped eating, I'm not positive on why. I know I'm not fat, and I know I'm not entirely ugly. I feel that I need to fix myself, I don't know how or why. I keep thinking about all the bad stuff, like cutting and suicide. Turning to self harm to help me was a bad idea. It makes me feel great, then I feel guilty. Am I really this type of person, or is this just a phase, something that everyone goes through. Surely this isn't me, it can't be me. I'm supposed to be happy. I promised myself and everyone else.